Then & Now

We took a family outing yesterday afternoon to Omaha. First we stopped at the outlet mall to shop for Emma at Carter's (like I keep saying she's growing so fast it seems like we're always buying her clothes). They had the cutest little preemie outfits there. Preemie in Carter's brand is for babies up to 8 lbs., its what size Emma wore for the first about month to 6 weeks of her life. I can't really remember when she was that little, I blame my lack of sleep. The first 3 months actually are almost a complete and utter blur. I miss her being that small and falling asleep with her head on your chest, it was so precious. But, then again there are many things I do not miss. Feeding her for 12 hours of the day, being so ridiculously tired all the time. Trying to figure out why she was crying for 4-6 hours straight! Yes, thank the Lord we figured that out. But, you kind of know why people have more kids, they grow up so fast. These first 6 months seem like only a couple days went by...But, alas no thank you I do not want another baby. Emma is perfect, why mess that up? Someone that I chat with online had a baby in July, like Emma, and she's pregnant again! She's due in May, her kids will be 10 months apart!!!! I told her she must be crazy! I love it just me and my Emma Bear, we don't need a fourth family member (well sixth if you count the fur babies, but I don't). I enjoy having just her to play with. Then sometimes when I say that people call me the crazy one!? So is life...